I thought I did,...but now I can't tell,....

Poster	Message
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:23 - I thought I loved him,...but im not sure,...im stuck between a rock and a hard place... He's with the enemy And im the rebel I tried to protest But now im melencholy Now im not sure that I should go But now I said some things That I can't take back. And now im standing here thinking and debating. Its because of moderators that now im hating. I want him to to tell me Exactly how he feels I need to know the truth Before I start making deals. He knows that now that im sorry Now my hearts is in peices of two And now I want him to know That I love you. ~Freedom Fighter.
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:27 - Wow... thats really nice Serenity... ever considered being a singer for a band? I do love you... but... you have to understand, this is the only way I can contact you since you don't have hotmail... if you destroy the site... everyone will leave and I'll be left here... ignored(woopdy doo, no change there) and alone(Big change) I love you Serenity... this is the onlyplace that we can talk to our heart's content... I'd make a song... but I'd prefer not to make you wait on me for that... especially since I'm no good at songs
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:27 - wow yama u told serenity to leave u sick bastard how do u tell som1 u love to leave (i feel worse cuz i left som1 and hurt them)
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:29 - . . . fuck you Emo... thats it I dont care... just leave me the fuck alone Im gunna go cry for a little while...
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:30 - Wow, I write that long poem and then he leaves ?
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:30 - pussy (i shouldnt b tlkin)
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:31 - Stfu first off I didn't tell her to leave! I said I was going to leave!
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:31 - no sis yama had to get off his mom said
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:32 - WTF Serenity did you not read the first post I made! Omg make it 20 minutes instead of 10... hopefully I wont cry myself to sleep...
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:35 - I read it, but you should'nt have let Emo get to you.
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:35 - yama shut up she loves u be with her
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:35 - I can't help it... you still thought I said that, so its no different from me TELLING you to do that...
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:36 - ITS ICHIGO
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:36 - Stfu Yosho... It's bad enough I actually said that out loud... I don't like letting people know im actually crying about something...
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:38 - love sucks. gatoraid's better!
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:40 - shut up Ana... I dont wanna hear stuff like that right now...
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:40 - Ana,...you're not helping so go away.
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:44 - ... I am a useless pussy I spose... can I go cry now? or do I have to wait for more blame things to add to my cyring time?
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:46 - I'm sorry. And Yama, no your not. You are a great guy! A girl would have to be stupid to let you go. And crying doesn't solve a damn thing. Take it from someone who knows. And Serenity, put a sock in it. I am in no mood!
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:47 - The only person here I'm not forgotten by and ignored here is Ser chan... whom, as you said, 'is no longer here' the only person I'm not forgotten and ignored by in RL is my bestfriend, and she hasn't talked to me in a month now... so, if anyone asks, my name is 100% true...
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:47 - I know... I can't help It... Ichigo is right...
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:48 - plus, your talking to someone who has been half EMo most of his life... I've cried a lot before...
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:50 - Yama... No, Ichigo isnt right. I love him but he is WRONG! and i no how u feel....crying seems like a good thing to do to me right now. But ur stronger than me. u can stand up to ur problums...
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:53 - These are my true colors... I am forgotten and Ignored, why do you think I'm shy and have trust problems? this just reinforces that the life I have been trying to destroy is the real me and I can't change that, no matter what I do... I will always eventually be forgotten and ignored by everyone... Its happened all the time since Kindy, every day... every week... every month... every year... every School...
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:54 - Aside from that... what else can I do, I've already given all the explanations I can... nothing else left...
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:57 - Yama, I love you and no one can change that. Why are you being like this ?
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:58 - I'll let you to talk...disappears
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 22:59 - XP poo an all of yous
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:00 - I've already told you everything that I can... and all of it shows my feelings and everything... if you cant understand them then you cant udnerstand my feelings... and you did too say 'Ser chan is no longer here' so don't deny that I DO love you... but this whoele thing has nearly destroyed my psychologically...
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:02 - and what am I being? my self? Why don't you try going back to any thread less then a month old that I've made the biggest one was one of the very first ones, most of which was full of spam... I AM ignored, my opinion matters zip nada here... In schools it is the same exact thing and friends... I have acquaintances only now... they all just stopped...
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:03 - Look, i said I was sorry, then I joined those bastard moderators, what else do you want from me !?
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:04 - I never said I wanted you to join them I just said I wanted you to stop rebelling... theres a difference between joining and stopping rebellion
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:05 - I want you to live as you want... but theres a time where living as you want puts you being here at risk, if you were to suddenyl be banned, do you even remember my phone #? Do you have a hotmail? all contact would be destroyed just like that... everything would be gone...
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:06 - do you understand what I am saying?
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:10 - well???
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:13 - tears swell I understand,.....but I don't want to...
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:14 - leo appears between yama and serenity looks up at stars yama and serenity.....look up at the stars
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:14 - starled by Leo's sudden entry Oh,...hi Leo...looks up What ?
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:16 - Looks up ...
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:17 - pushs Leo out of the way then pushs Yama and Serenity into eachother then disappears
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:20 - puts an arm around her I used to look up at the stars everyday a year ago... they were so pretty... and you could make all sorts of shapes out of them... I used to lie down in the dirt and just stare up at them... I'd forgotten how nice they were... I'll have to start doing that again...
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:20 - stars are amazing....
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:22 - DUDE! LEO! DID U GIVE THEM CRACK! thinks: oh yea! i rock!!!!! jk, i suck...AND NOT WHAT UR THINKING!!
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:23 - still looking up
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:24 - thinking uses magic to block out anas thoughts and mind
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:28 - BLAHH! U SUCK LEO!
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:29 - Thank you Leo... I finally understand your mysteriousness, at first I thought you were just a trickster, but your more of a helping kind of person... I'm sorry Serenity... do you forgive me? pulls out her daimond ring from his pocket and kisses her cheek
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:29 - sure yama......anytime thinking about interesting things that ana would wanna know XP
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:30 - thinks: HELL YA! U GO U 2! LEo!!! shakes him TELL ME!
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:34 - Serenity you there sweety?
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:34 - lol^^ hears something stands up uhhhhh hey ana why dont u go somewhere over there leo points somewhere far away
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:35 - why? remembers her vision
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:35 - damn yama u did it this time shakes head
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:36 - ummmmm uhhhh go check what yama and serenity are up 2...
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:36 - Yes, i forgive you. takes the ring and puts it back on
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:38 - nvm
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:40 - Keosho it was my fault, I was thinking with a thought process that just causes worry, so im not going to use that though process and instead just think about ser chan ^^ Hugs Ser chan I love you Serenity
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:40 - No! YOU CANT MAKE ME YAMA!
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:41 - What Ana?
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:41 - god get a room u 2
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:41 - ana go please...ill be right bak leo walks towards forest
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:42 - o.o somebody changed my name... o.O Im freaked out now... shut up Keosho... there's nothing wrong with expressing my feelings about her here! so put a sock in it this is not the time to mess around with me... I may be calme now but my emotions are still out of whack
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:43 - ???
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:43 - wtf, i meant Leo....sorry Yama! NO LEO! pulls him back
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:43 - I love you too, Yama-san.
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:44 - -_- ana runs into forest
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:44 - ...
Tori Rank : 160	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:45 - pulls him back again Nope!
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:45 - Weeeeeeeeeee lolz sorry I might be a little more moody then usual! FWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:45 - knocks out yama ...
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:45 - please ana
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:46 - hell yeah it worked
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:49 - What worked? WHYD YOU HIT ME??? bvig anime bruise
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:51 - -_- pulls out something and puts it in yama (drug) nighty night
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:52 - hisses at Keosho
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:52 - swirly eyes and falls over Nighty Night Ser Chan~! turns into a wolf pup and curls up and falls asleep
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:52 - lol
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:53 - u guys r back together witch is what i hoped for
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:54 - -__- you told me to shut up -__- lolz
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:57 - pets Yama's head
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:58 - ^^ me really happy
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:58 - Wags tail happily and starts murmuring serchan I g2g, sorry lol
Deleted Rank : 33209	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:59 - bye yama
Serenity Mustang Rank : 776	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 10 23:59 - T~T Bai bai Yama-san.
Wolf-Paw Rank : 99	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 11 0:00 - sorries, bai Leo, bai Ser chan♥
The Illusion Rank : 153	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 11 3:02 - Yama you dog lol but meh now you see what loneliness does to people never mind he's OK as long as he has serenity
Foxninja Rank : 159	Posted : 5 months, 1 week ago at Mar 11 10:18 - yama ur wrong. i dont ignore u. im ur frend. please i beg u don go....im sicker than sick (prob got da flu) and dis is making it worse. OMG! hot then cold. i cant win.